A New Year

I learned a long time ago that been drunk is not the best of feelings but lots of people do it and get drunk. People get crazy, some brake down emotionally and well, most, pass out cold (or some other thing). Well... this year I welcomed the new year by getting wasted. Not the smartest thing to do but I still there I was under the influence of alcohol.
We started drinking around nine or ten p.m. and I went to sleep around 4 in the morning. I must say that I had a lot of fun and it was all cool. I'm not the one to usually drink heavily but this year I wanted to change a bit. NO, I'm not going to become an alcoholic or anything like that but change is always good. One of my teachers even told me that they could tell that I didn't like change but for this year I'm going to try and change that. More going out, having fun with friends, getting more friends, trying new things and exciting things. More of everything. More more more.

---That excludes getting drunk but does not exclude drinking occasionally for certain occasions.---

And the biggest obstacle for me - getting a girl friend. I think its difficult for me since as long as I can remember during my school years in the elementary and high school years I never hanged out with girls, or better, never really had a female friendship like everyone else. Ironically, when I was very young, I was raised by my aunts. Maybe I'm very shy around women, especially attractive ones. LOL

As for school, I want to accomplish getting better and getting better grades and trying not to drop out of classes until it is required of me or as a very last resort.

For family matters, there should be more bonding and more having fun together. Now that everyone seems to be working its very difficult to go out as a family together but maybe this year we will be able to go out somewhere together. The beach sounds like the most inexpensive and more relaxed experience.

I hope that this new year will bring new and exiting things. Only time will tell.